Once in a lifetime
You'll open up your heart
Maybe once in your lifetime
You'll swear to never be apart
You think your love's on solid ground
Then out of the blue, it all comes tumblin' down
 

Who's gonna hold me tonight
When I'm feeling lonely
Who's gonna show me the light
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we've got
How can love just stop
Tell Me
Somebody help me understand
 

And my picture in your pocket
What will you do with it now
All our friends and all our memories
Tell me how we sort them out
What's yours is yours
What's mine is mine
Is that all that's left
After all this time
 

Who's gonna hold me tonight
When I'm feeling lonely
Who's gonna show me the light
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we've got
How can love just stop
Tell Me
Somebody help me understand
 

Help me understand
Why I'm not a part of your plan
And you don't need me anymore
Help me understand
Why I still wanna be where you are
Even though I know in my heart
That you don't love me anymore
 

Who's gonna hold me tonight
When I'm feeling lonely
Who's gonna show me the light
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we've got
How can love just stop
Tell Me
Somebody help me understand

 

Song: Somebody Help Me Understand
Artist: Trace Adkins
 

I wanted to make my own graphics but the way I am feeling it would probably take  me months to put it together being that this is obviously not a great time for me. So for now I decided to use some very talented people's web sets that I  feel  are so very appropriate and the following pages will be marked appropriately.

Of course, when you feel like I feel, you find music that fits the mood you are in and that is what I have done. These songs say what I can't and have always been favorites of mine.
The beautiful song on this page is  by Trace Adkins from his
Greatest Hits 1 album.

I believe this page speaks for itself. I suppose I should explain what it is that happened to prompt me to  make these pages! The date all this started, July 1, 2003 after 12 years of being together.  He turned my life upside down, left me standing here just devistated and in shock. Having no idea he felt this way, I was stunned. I felt so betrayed and used. I cried for the first two weeks. I couldn't function properly and I certainly couldn't speak to him without it ending in a yelling match. It was pointless to talk to him as he was drunk all the time.  So I sat here asking myself what did I do wrong to make a man, after twelve years, just suddenly stop loving me? Was I really such a bad person that made the men in  my life just walk away from me? What did I do to make him stop loving me? Was the past twelve years of my life a lie?

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